Farewell to Ayanna Guyhto…My Beloved Niece…
They took my beloved Ayanna off of life support today. The body is slowly shutting down. I can no longer say her body because I sense her soul has already returned to the Meeting Place: that SpaceTime wherein we make our plans for the next excursion to flesh bodies
I weep–not for my beloved–for she is free
I weep for myself
For the heavy ache of her absence
I weep for the loss of that bubbly personality…
And the shared jokes that only she and I got
I am already missing the Emails…
And the telephone conversations
In which we dared to reveal to one another
Parts of ourselves ordinarily kept hidden
I miss the easy going intimacy we shared…
And the trust
You hold a piece of my heart baby-girl…
And I will always treasure the part of you
That you left behind…as memories
I will always treasure the uniqueness of the daughter-from-another-mother relationship we shared in this go-round as spirits-in-flesh. And although I so look forward to our reunion on the Other Side, I am in no hurry to leave this crazy Third-Dimension that we both so thoroughly enjoy. I will continue drumming my ass off every Saturday–hoping the reverberations reach all the way to Wherever you are. I will walk my mile a day–take my supplements and eat organic–in the care of this holy temple. I will continue plunging fully into the exquisite joy of living. I will squeeze every drop of Love that I can–into each day–just as you did–beloved baby-girl–
Niece…daughter of my heart…
I bid you adieu, sweet one…A Dios…See ya’…