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Winter 2015…

Hutchinson River; Long Island Sound, NYC; Photo by Toni Roberts

Hutchinson River; Long Island Sound, NYC; Photo by Toni Roberts

season of much learning

as I spend the

below 0 degrees


at my window altar



gazing out upon my


now buried below

huge beds of ice

both it…my river




winter 2015

one of the coldest

in the history of this






Hutchinson River; Long Island Sound, NYC; Photo  by Toni Roberts

Hutchinson River; Long Island Sound, NYC; Photo
by Toni Roberts

long hours beholding the beauty of my

wintered river

a beauty so different from

the lushness of summer

and bodacious riotousness of fall



deep below the frozen tundra of

my inner iciness

to the stuff kept hidden

by a heart

that would not


Hutchinson River; Long Island Sound, NYC; Photo by Toni Roberts

Hutchinson River; Long Island Sound, NYC; Photo
by Toni Roberts



permitting me to bore deeply

into the frozen corners

of my heart

winter of excavating the

icy caverns

of my soul

diving deeply

below the surface

of my life


the self-deceptions

not visible

in summer’s light

or in the dusk of


now laid bare

in the cold




Thank You…

Sunset 11-28-14; Long Island Sound; NYC;  photo by Toni Roberts

Sunset 11-28-14; Long Island Sound; NYC; photo by Toni Roberts


Thank you

Thank you

Thank you

Mother Nature

You have outdone yourself!

Join me. Come out as a Daughter of Gaia!

Finding One’s Way…

There's a fog upon the land...


Sometimes there’s a fog upon the land

and one cannot see one’s way


Then an opening appears…

Getting through the fog...



And one can find one’s way through…

Finding safe passage...


Home free...

Remembering 911


Remembering 911

The telephone rang. It was my daughter-in-law calling from Atlanta, GA.

“What’s happening with you people in New York? Turn on the television,” she screamed before slamming the telephone down in my ear.

What was she talking about!? And why was she waking me up so early in the morning!!

I too, was shocked, dazed, numbed, frightened beyond belief as I turned on the television and watched the twin towers slowly crumble before my unbelieving eyes.

I have done a lot of remembering in the ensuing ten years.

I remember what the bible says: …as ye sow so shall ye reap…vengeance is mine sayeth the Lord…turn the other cheek…

I remember the invasion of the tiny island of Granada by U.S. Forces in violation of international law and our own treaties…

I remember the $43 million plus humanitarian aid given by the U.S. to the Taliban in early 2001…despite common knowledge that they were giving sanctuary to al-Qaeda…

I remember the wholesale slaughter of the Native American peoples during the European conquest of these lands we now claim as our own…

I remember the murders and enslavement of millions of African peoples here in these United States…

I remember the Tuskegee experiments…

I remember Hiroshima and Nagasaki

I remember the hundreds of innocent, unarmed Black and Latino youths harassed, strip-searched and even murdered each year by U.S. Law Enforcement…

I remember that the U.S.A. has the highest documented incarceration rate in the world…

I remember that there was a relationship between the Bush family and the royal Saudi family of whom Bin Laden was a member…

I remember how he, Bin Laden, hid in plain sight for ten years

I remember that long before the illegal post-911, invasion of Iraq—carried out under false pretenses and taking full advantage of post-911 fear—Saddam Hussein was our “friend.” In fact it was U.S. financial and other assistance from the Bush administration that helped build Hussein into the power he became

I remember that an eye for an eye leaves both of us blind

And finally, in all this remembering, I remember that TRUTH lies beneath the surface of what we perceive…

I could go on and on with this remembering but what good does it serve, really? Better, perhaps, I, and the rest of the good people of this nation take a short pause from our smart phones and I Pads and Notebooks and reality shows and addictive shopping (although Bush did advise us to soothe our troubled post-911 hearts with some good old-fashioned American consumerism!) for a bit of self-examination. For it is only through self-examination that we, individually and collectively, gain an inkling of Knowledge and Understanding of who and why we are.

We might also best remember that there is no substitute for self-examination when seeking to understand why and how such a bad thing could happen to such a “good nation.” We might remember that nothing happens—just out of the blue—to anyone. We, indeed, create our own realities and experiences individually and collectively, as a nation. And as Malcolm X so astutely observed—before his mouth was permanently shut—chickens will come home to roost!

No doubt what happened on 911 was an evil deed wrought upon us by evil men. But let us remember also that war and death by mass murder is evil and unjustifiable regardless of who the perpetrator is—we or they.

And so, on this day of re-membering, I send forth a prayer of hope that one day all of us—the family of humanity—will awaken to the reality of our oneness of being and that peace and goodwill will reign on earth forever and ever

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