View From A Window At 1250 Waters Place – Photo by Toni Roberts
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It began with guilt. I could not summon up the energy–the will–to go out into this oppressive, New York-in-August-heat to visit my ninety-two year old; “Alzheimer-ed” mother.
I do wish to do right by her instead of just being what she deserves–what she has sown.
Found myself forgiving her–again–for all of those things real and imagined that I’m still holding against her thus preventing the full influx of God Power.
I forgive you, mother. God forgives you. Forgive yourself and thus release your troubled soul–freeing it to journey back HOME where we shall surely meet again.
And in the next lifetime–should there be another lifetime for each or either of us–let us come together in peace, tolerance and love…
I release us both from all that came before this awakening…
I release us to the Love of God.
celebration of gratitude…
I am so thankful that I am not the boss of this life
The I that I AM takes back control from the frightened, conditioned Ego…
This Ego that refuses to accept…to submit to Something Higher than Itself…
This Ego that has assigned Itself the role of directing human consciousness
This Ego Who, with false Pride and Iron Hand maintains the illusion of personal control
I bid you both adieu
As I bow down before
The Anointed One
Whom I am here to serve
As holy instrument and
Divine vehicle of Love…
An unsullied vessel through which
peace, light and healing may flow…
Blessing this life I call mine
Plus the lives of all…
In and out of the flesh…
Whose energy touches mine
I hereby release all the deceptions, fear-based beliefs and
Conditioning of this world as I slowly and gratefully awaken to
Truth and Reality…
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