Crafting Away On A Rainy Saturday!
listen
watch
you will know when and how to respond
to what Life presents…
your actions
will flow
smoothly…
naturally…
from the inside out…
without thought from
or judgement by…
the
ego…
I am the Yielding…
K’un…Yin…water…
Receptive Darkness of Being
the Feminine Aspect of this
Holy Collaboration…
I obey…
I follow…
I open and receive the
LIGHT
light and dark...yang and yin...the holy marriage...
I release the whole fantasy of what it means to be a human on planet earth…
I let go of the dream of human power…
I release my illusions and delusions about reality
and turn over the reins of this life to
Whatever the Source is from Which
my being flows…
I surrender
And in this Holy Surrender
the sun blazes…
My life unfolds…effortlessly…
Peace…joy…comfort and immediate answers
to mind-numbing
energy-depleting
challenges
make themselves apparent
The living of life becomes magical
no struggle…no fight…
no pushing against the forces of Creation…
Resolutions unfold like the petals of a rose…
The solution is contained within the very same seed
that houses the obstacle…
Like the rose and its thorns…
Reality shifts…
Understanding and Clarity take hold…
the world you’ve been conditioned into believing real…
the one in which the ego believes itself the source of power
gives way to the Invisible Realm…
to that elusive realm of Spirit…that place of Holy Voodoo…
And life becomes a reflection of
the Inner Fire…
that brilliant ray of Inner Light and Love that is
Creation Itself…
And you begin to know yourself as a channel…
clear and unsullied through which
Creation…creates…
It’s been such a long time since I’ve had the urge to “blog.” I feel as if I am returning from a long voyage.
I was passing one of my collages this morning. It hangs on the wall above the altar in my meditation room that I call my “mojo” altar. That’s where I put symbols of those things I desire to see manifested in this reality. Putting an object, note or image on this altar is simply a way of turning it over to the Power within. It’s a giving-up of the object of desire to THAT from which springs all third-dimensional form.
I probably pass that collage at least fifty times a day. Today, for the first time in years, I saw it. I was compelled to pick up my camera and photograph it. I was carried back to the year of its creation: 1998. The year I quit the last of a long series of well-paying, part-time jobs that I hated and only took because I believed that a job was (1) protection against poverty (2) the only way to generate income/money. I then rededicated myself–for the one-hundredth time at least–to my Muse: that Indwelling Intelligence that knows why this “I” had journeyed to the flesh and the way to fulfillment of my purpose in being.
I looked at the collage I had created back then with a kind of appreciation…gratitude for the woman I was then. I took it all in; section by section; image by image, and realized that the woman I was then, was calling into being those aspects of Feminine Power represented by the words and images she had chosen.
It has, indeed, been a long and arduous journey from then to now. However, I am back. And, I have returned WHOLE. All fragmented parts of Self have been reintegrated and are now functioning as ONE–under the direction of the Great Mystery that I call Divine Power–to which I have totally and fully surrendered.