by letting go of
by letting go of
I am learning to accept myself as
an energy vortex…
that is both
an awakened consciousness
slowly coming back
creating form in the 3-D world
according to the
by my individual consciousness...
I am learning that this energy system
needs constant care and attention
in the forms of
I am learning that it is my
to design and co-create
I am learning that it is my obligation to humanity
to cease contributing personal vibrations of
into the mass thought-form…
and to utilize the unlimited, neutral
field of potential energy
in which we
have our being
to create the world in which I desire to live…
I am learning to rise above my ego-personality and its fear-based needs
in order to fulfill a greater need:
a Cosmic need…
a Cosmic fulfillment of
I know not what…?
I am also learning that I came here-now
and in agreement
to play the exact role that I am playing
Sitting here at my window altar
words of the
echo in my mind…
that deep place of vitality
at the center of my being
that there is only love and fear…
and by always choosing love over fear
I shall pass unscathed
through all danger…
my inner connection is
my only security…
therein lay my
As I sit here daily
“altared” at my altar
I am discovering that there is, indeed, Something here in my heart
that responds to me intelligently and oh, so lovingly
as I push valiantly along this path of no signs.
I have HELPERS as real as you and I…
whose words of wisdom and truth
keep me faith-filled and grounded:
God is in charge.
The only sane choice ever…in all matters…is to wait for God to act first.
Keep your focus off of that which you desire.
Turn your attention ever-inward to the Christ Indwelling…
to that “Place” within from which True Life and all Being unfolds.
Remember–you are only a vessel…an instrument…
the vehicle and not the driver…the clay and not the sculptor.
In this endlessly unfolding human drama…
you are neither playwright nor director…
you are merely an actor…and a bit part player, at that.
When you can be perfectly at peace with these Truths of your being…
when you are able to “chop wood and haul water” with joy and gratitude
for being so privileged as to be so used by the Creator…
then and only then will you experience peace beyond understanding and
“yeah, that kind of rich” abundance.
Remove your attention from the world of form and
keep it glued to the Power which underlies
all that you see.
I thank you, my Inner Teachers…Aspects of my Greater Self.
I pledge to You the same faithfulness and constancy that you show me
day by day, step by step as I move prayerfully and cautiously through this life.
And although I cannot see, touch or hear you with my physical senses
I know that You are indeed, with me always
in all ways.
I know beyond a shadow of doubt
that as I continue seeking the “kingdom” within…
all else shall be added unto me.
sometimes my world is unbelievably bleak…
enveloped in darkness…
out of balance…off-kilter…
but yet…within the very darkness
the promise of light…
My little One…
I am so sorry
I forgot about you
Forgot that you are always with me
that you are a part of me
a self within this Self that I AM
You’ve been feeling frightened…
Well, no more, my love
I am here and I am strong and courageous
There are no boogeymen who can get me
I am safe
And I am your protector
I am not your parents, no…
I am nothing like your violent, abusive, alcoholic father
who terrorized you and your brother and your mother
for all of those long, frightening years…
I am not your abused child-mother
who had not the inner or outer resources
to protect herself…
much less her two violated children
I am strong for I have
the strength of God flowing through
of this body-mind
I am courageous because I know…
from living it…
that no harm comes to me
when I am consciously cocooned in
Come, little one…
walk by my side
Place your hand in mine
and thus we walk together
you and I and the Christ-Spirit
Who walks by my side
clasping my hand…
At times lifting me up
to carry me over danger
We now have safe passage
you and I
Come, my love…
give me your hand
Be at peace…